| Went through and deleted all my posts here on Xanga. Deleted all the entrys...But not only that, deleted the person that I once was. I didn't like him. He was conceited and he was the most idiotic person ever. All I do is look back and laugh at the things I wrote because of how much I was a downer. Oh god, what a thrill I had today deleting all those entrys.....But then again......I think of the people that I hurt and how much regret I have in doing that. I wish I could go back and be more compassionate than I was. It's done though. I learned my mistakes. Moving on now because theirs no use saying that my life sucks over some simple mistake because it doesn't. I love my life and the things that I do. I think and wonder if I said that to myself a couple years back...What would be my response? How would that change the old me? Obviously it took time for me to realize how much of a dick I was. Now all my friends on here are gone and some won't forgive me for the things I did. It's okay though...We had our times and I'll never forget what they did for me to stop me from losing my mind. Lemme take a moment and shout out to those people. I hope they see this:
Chantel Kurozawa - Oh the days....Our crazyness, Our stupid moments....You rock. 'Nuff said. I hope we get to talk again.
Dkun - Man...You might've disappeared but you taught me many things about life which I never took granted for up until my days now. Some of the stuff that you said to me I hadn't remembered until I actually did what you told me like how I shouldn't force myself or feel forced that I had to always entertain my friends to be noticed. My friends are always there whether I'm there or not. That's what I like about life. You're always befriended by someone no matter what. God bless you, man...Wherever you are.
Marie(yukinko-girl ^^ ) - Oh damn..Where to begin. You also taught me things in life. Though I also have to apologise to you once again for what I did to you and why you dont consider us friends anymore. I believe that once a friend, always a friend because you have a small amount of trust within you to that person and when that time comes, you'll save them from the most evilest thing because you were once friends. That's my theory but...Heh heh, I just like my friends whether they're not friends with me anymore or not. They'll always my trust no matter what. I love you Marie, please don't disappear from me and out of my life. I'm sorry.
Neko(Where my nickname senpai came from) - I smiled when I wrote in your name. I know why though. We had many funny times and serious moments together. We laughed, we cared, we argued once. I love you though, neko. You were the best friend I ever had on here and you'll stay that way whether you like it or not because you were the one that I could talk to. You taught me a couple things about life as well. I love ya
Lee-Lee: Raine... You've been like a sister to me on here. God, I hope you don't disappeare from me either. We had our arguements but what brother and sister don't? You were there to show me what it was like to have a sister. I'll love you forever because of that. Stay cool
That's about it. If you've seen this, I hope I made you feel more better about yourself as you've have done to me. You guys are the greatest thing to me.
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